zaney_chenelas's Xanga

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 17:49:37 GMT

it's about time.. after numerous attempts, i've finally convinced myself to update my xanga.

i missed writing about my thoughts, my ramblings.. my nonsense! for everyone to read. i know not alot of people visit my site.. -not that i care if anyone care to- yet i'm the type of person who can't keep my problems to myself.. i have to always write it out, or talk to someone who's willing to listen about what's bothering me. i'm grateful to have friends who remind me that i'm not always right.. cuz i'm not. and i feel a light feeling knowing the someone knows where i'm coming from..

halloween's coming up and this is first time i spent on a costume. i ain't trick or treating -although i wish i still can..bwahaha- but it's mandatory (kind of) for my work to dress up for halloween! i'm gonna be.......!!!............. i'll save it till this sunday, i'll post up pics for you guys to guess what i'm gonna be.... *HINT* something PINK.. sounds FRUITY hehe

i think my shopping habit has become a bit compulsive. especially when it comes to jackets... guam's even damn HOT, so don't ask why i've been buying so much. maybe cuz they're just damn cute and interesting

well, that's about it for now, it's pretty late and SLEEP sounds good right now.... till next time my lovely munchies.. take care.. muahhhhhh

sZAnE :-9

Sunday, July 04, 2004

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 16:55:42 GMT

woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

it's been too long I SAY!! i know noones really interested in my life, cuz it's just plain too boring to read about. but what the heck, besides i'm bored out of my behind even if i'm too lazy to put everything that has happened since the last time i blogged.

NEW CAMERA PHONE! my precious loving hubby luvie baby bought me for our 4th year anniv. it's flip phone this time. it's so boootifuulll! even if it was really hard accepting it, knowing how much my baby works hard for his money! but even if i don't accept it, once the box is opened, he can no longer return it... SO WAT THE HECK!! LUCKY ME!

hair disaster, i'll post up pic later of the damage that dumb lady did to my hair. let's just say, i haven't had this kind of hair since i was 7.

i got hired in tony roma's!!! as a hostess/cashier. it's been a blast cuz i have my bf and ellaine as co-workers! it's funny how we all got hired together, but i guess it's DESTINY! haha, what the hell am i saying..

bleh!! chicken place bye bye bye! i figured minimum wage for almost a year and a half ain't worth my time anymore, 'sides, my new job pays higher, and also more decent, i suppose. the first thing i did when i was called for my orientation for tony roma's, was write a resignation letter for my old job. hmp!! manager took it personal, but who gives a flying balls, i gave my best even if it wasn't the best job, and i went for what i think will be better for me. no offense to fast food jobs, but i really couldn't stand the management any longer.

..LIFE GOES ON, just get over it DAMMIT. i'm sure you still have more relatives to hire anyway...

been learning how to cook filipino dishes with my baby. it's so COOL! romantic too! besides, it's cheaper than always having to go out to eat. you know the saying.. having a gf/bf is REALLY EXPENSIVE. i know it's true, BELIEVE ME.

gee's gone!!!!!!!!!!! mayne, i hope i won't be the last one to leave this island. seems like everyone i love is slowly parting away from my life. waa!! ellaine is leaving soon, i know she'll be back after training, but eventhough. WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN TO LEAVE? maybe i'm forever stuck in this island. i hope not.

this is too much for one blog, i'll just save it all for the next one. next year again?? yak yak yak! jj. when i get the patience again to work with my pc. it's kinda not cooperating with me that's why. stupid machine.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my louie!

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 01:16:13 GMT

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

i'm sad

i'm really really sad

i'm really really really sad

i'm really really really really sad....

sadder than sad

sadder than sadder

sadder than saddest

i lost the love of my life...................my camera phone

i loved that phone. i carried it everywhere, even when i use the bathroom. i sleep with it. it wakes me up on time. it connects me with my friends, my baby gets ahold of me with it. i record my ugly voice when i'm bored and hear how horrible i sound whenever i try to sing. i video tape people who act stupid so i can replay it over and over whenever i need a good laugh (ANTHROFOLOGEE-hEEE..member gee and selle??).. i take pictures with it cuz i like taking pictures......waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! i'm gonna cry...........and most of all..... it's FUCKIN EXPENSIVE! i'm really gonna cry...

someone please buy me a camera phone on my birthday....

i tried calling it and i guess a bunch of kids got it. cuz they keep answering and i'd hear "press cancel!... hang it up!... how do you turn it off?.... " fucking retards. they're too stupid to operate a far too complicated gadget.

so give it back fuckers!!!

moving on..

babe sorry.. i don't blame you if we've been together for so long, yet i'm still hard to figure out. look at me, i know myself eversince i became aware that i exist.. but i still dont' know what i want, why i do things i do, and why i say shit i shouldn't say. and for someone like you who tolerates my crapiness... that's really something..

i'm out for now

Monday, April 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 00:30:18 GMT

import night pics!!

sorry if they're dark.. i dunno why

................click to enlarge................

me and my baby

genene me selle and kim

lara lauren me and selle

carl me and selle

damn camera!

more more more more pics.. some will either be in selle or gee's site! i'm working right now.... so asta la vista!!!!! ciao toodles! laters

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 07:59:12 GMT

dumm dummm dumm dumm NEW LAYOUT!!!!

i hate to change my all-time fav background... but i guess life goes on. besides i'm lovin this!!!!

i have decided to go to gcc this summer. yay selle and gee's going there too.. atleast i won't be alone. since i'll be paying for it myself, going to gcc just for the summer will help me out alot. 'sides, i need to get my ge classes out of the way as soon as possible..ahhh!! i'm gonna be super broke

i have to admit something to everyone....here it goes--> i'm....................................................................

....................p...................r...........................e.

g.........................n..................................a.......n

t........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

april fools aheheheh

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 22:49:30 GMT

EVERYONE's either married or pregnant..weeeeee!!!

once in a while i surf around my friendster and with my surprise... almost everyone's either pregnant or married!!! jeeshh..

I SCREAM, U SCREAM... FOR ICE CREAM since my parents' been gone, instead of buying food to cook or whatnot, i buy ice cream. so far... i've purchased 4 boxes or containers (3 cookies n cream, 1 cheese.. yumm ) i dunno.. lately i've been ice cream crazy, i can't help it.. no guys.. I'M NOT pregnant, and i say that cuz i'm very very very sure. i already know what's on your minds

i'm disappointed cuz i haven't gone out "OUT", and i'm not using this time wisely. i was supposed to go out last friday but instead i went rolling with france and his friends with their oh so fabulous cute cars. it's exciting cuz i never knew every friday, paseo's always jampacked with car club members to show off their cars. guys and their cars, they really can't get enough of that.

i feel lazy and couch potato lately. i guess i haven't been used to coming home in a quiet environment. usually, i'd hear my dad constantly yelling out my name to do some chores, my mom always being so nosy about everything.. and little bro and sister who annoys the heck out of me. i've been so busy that i'm not really used to NOT being busy anymore.. but hey! i'm enjoying every second of my freedom and i have more time spending time with my LOUIE bebe right now... 1 more more week to go, i better make the best out of it.

i'm going to a boring class... waaaa.

Friday, March 26, 2004

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 22:56:38 GMT

yay... finally figured out how to position the comic strips. and oh yeah, i got emoticons , they're so cute! ENJOY!

i'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

two weeks is more than enought without the little rascals, and the mami and papii. weeeeeeeeeeeee! the only thing is, no mama = no good food. oh well i can live

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 03:10:16 GMT

Louie.. merci pour toujours être là pour moi, je t'aime beaucoup

i love my garfield daily comic strips.. it puts a smile on my face everytime i log on my site. if only i can place it somewhere higher.. i don't like scrolling down that much.

france's car's out! weeeee.. it's so cute and orange. it's such a coincident that my site's theme color's orange... i will post up pics of the puny thang!

Regine's coming to Guam this MAY 1st! and it's gonna be held in UOG fieldhouse. i thougth i'd share it with you all! i wonder if she's bringing anyone else with her.

i'm bored.............................can anyone tell?...................... i'm gonna go out tonight and noone can stop me! not even my urge to rest from this crazy week...

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 07:42:38 GMT

i'm so tired!!! physically and most of all.. mentally!

fuck you "foundation of knowledge" 4 page essay!! can't wait to get you back after my wayooowaiawaiiiii teacher grades you... (i freakin don't even remember that chinese guy's name.. ) i'll tear you to pieces and burn you... you make me mad

my loser art professor finally quit. he claimed that he was possessed by the taotao mona. freak! i should've been there to see that shit man. i would've probably cracked up so hard. so we had a new teacher.. he talks too much, but better than our former professor who either just smokes.. or shows up 5 min in the beginning of class and leaves.

came to school 8... and now i'm still in school! and it's almost 7 at night. i usually go home from my 3 hour gap.. i'm giong crossed eyed already cuz i'm hella hungry. i'll continue later.

Friday, March 12, 2004

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 15:08:55 GMT

IF U SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE, YOU'LL SEE MY DAILY GARFIELD COMIC STRIPS..

yay... exactly 2 more months and it's gonna be the big 4!!! there's not much to do here in guam.. so if you guys have any suggestions what me and france can do on our 4th year anniv on may 13.. pls tell us, we're out of ideas and we want to make it speshul than it already is.

recently watched passions of the christ, and euro trip in theatres.. and on dvds, school of rock and skulls 3. all good movies! just finished watching monalisa smile.. heard it was boring from ellaine.. but it's not that bad! it has a strong message to ladies my age about choices and priorities, also that not everything is what it seems.

i am so blessed to give a chance to make up with my english class. i don't know why, but lately, i've been sufferring from the case of "writer's block". i must admit, i need some kind of stimulation in order for me to not miss any more classes because if not... i'll be in deep trouble

france's orange miata will be out by monday.. can't wait! my rents are leaving for a couple of weeks 2 weeks from now.. party in my house ???